iOS Notes from 2023

Dec 13, 2023

Here we are on the 4th year of the almost poetry series.

2023

02/25

Mga batang tupperware.

02/27

My heart yearns and burns for the undeniably orgasmic guitar solos like that of Jeff Beck’s.

02/28

I think therefore killer guitar solos would be my achilles heel.

02/28 también.

Music in headphones—with eyes mindlessly looking at a shadow on the ceiling from a lampshade tucked in the corner of a room—can really teleport you to places.

03/02

If I had chosen to love you despite all odds, I have to accept the fact that you can choose to love someone else, just like that, too.

03/07

Sooo I created my first Reddit community r/binukid

03/12

You know it’s serious when you move your head left and right thinking why you’re thinking about him.

03/21

A memoji love affair

03/23 CombomojisTM

03/23 Bomojis

Actually - let’s just call it a bomoji. 🍞🦜

03/23 Ahoy!

Genuinely happy I got to recover my 6yo reddit!

03/24

Why is it that suddenly, all feels so groovy 🎧

03/26

So at one point in my life, I deleted [all of my tweets] and removed the followers I wasn’t familiar with to drown out noise.

03/30

What if the reason we can’t go back to V10s is because electric 🔋🚗 cannot really make that sound and has to be via gas ⛽️

03/30 Remembered.

The sound of an iMessage heart ♥️ is so distinctively comforting. Like a puff of a cloud ☁️ cute.

03/30 Nogualidad

Is poverty relative to how big the family you form is? YES

03/30

And then he deduced himself, what a shallow thought to have.

04/12

I like depending on you, sometimes it may come across as annoying to you.

04/15

When did emojis replace icons?

04/15 Fitz

A rebellious kind of love. But in the tune of At Last 🎶

04/15 IDGI

i dont get it

04/16

I can actually believe it what they say about how we become silly when gliding on a plane.

04/16 Should I finally write that book?

Love stories that breathe and sustain its life in an imaginary universe. None of it is true, she twined this thought, this idea that they are in love in the subconscious of her desires. Desires she cannot have.

04/18

Irrigation. Landslides. Education.

04/20

You don’t want to live there, you always want to live in every new place you see.

04/20

Did I just hear someone shout I HATE YOU with so much passion?

04/20 How high are you? Hi, how are you? 420!

04/22

AINT SANE

04/22 #MissSaigon

What did you want to be when you grow up? A woman of substance.

04/22

I almost had a r/showerthought moment

04/22 🦶🏽

#feetmoji

04/23

I meant what sticky I sent

04/23

Pennies for feelings please 🪙

04/23 Book title idea

The Coin That Bought The Moon 🪙🌒

04/23

If I must weep allow me to wallow in the sorrow of our despair.

04/23

I told him once he doesn’t need me in life because he’s ‘pretty independent’ so we can just end the relationship, for which he replied with a song 🎵

Life is better with you.

04/24

Sometimes I play playlists from the recently added song so I can retrace your days through songs.

04/24 iOS Maps

I mean dude, that’s so damn accurate

04/24 Swaf?

And to have a thought of you makes me say, ‘wow that’s poetic’.

04/29

To all the boys I’ve loved before, we did love each other—truly, madly and deeply—because we haven’t met our soulmates back then yet.

05/01

It absofucknlutely doesn’t look like anything when it’s not moving.

05/01

What is. 😵🐦‍⬛

05/01

There is a certain form of happiness when you finally get to use a rarely used emoji on a sentence.

05/03 Parasite 🍿

What if there’s a family secretly living under our house?

05/09 ThinkPad to build

Also: X220, i7, 16gb, then SSD.

05/13 Boofon

05/14

If you already know that he might know and even if he did, at least he’s still nice to you so just leave it be, then why would it upset you that you actually found out that he knew and it he thought twas shit so he decided not to give two fucks.

05/17 Feed.

Why am I not in your feed? He asks. You’re running in my mind all day, aren’t you already tired that you wish to add traffic to my site?

05/22

It’s always a lot but it’s never enough.

05/21

!RemindMe 1000 days

05/22 Bridgerton

I’ve wasted so much time thinking of you. Of us. Of dreams and forbidden desires I don’t even know where to begin to stop nor do I know how it all started. I am a prisoner of your love.

05/23

midnightstrolls.web

05/23

If you can’t find a good use of your time on earth, use it to make someone’s day.

05/24 Haiku

Life of wilted leaves - counted not in its ending - but joy beginning

05/25

Shoemakers, watchmakers and hat makers are my new obsession.

05/26

I can’t see myself doing every job vacancy I see but every job I want they don’t want me.

05/28

The rough seas began to show its power. As if the serene sunset we experienced just now was only an ode to the beginning of the weather. Like a omen waiting to happen.

05/28 Muracan’tbe

It appears I wrote a part of the book.

05/29

This time, the sky is green. 🧞‍♂️

05/29

A hangar situation.

05/29 Chewwwie.

I really am jabba.

05/30

I go there, in that place (to see you) sometimes.

05/31

Sometimes I feel like I’m really generally a sad person. Because I spot melancholia easily in movies and lyrics, in melody and the lack thereof.

05/31 Tomar el sol.

Hampshire days.

6/01 Silly Thoughts

I think sometimes I may be incapable of true lasting love. I sometimes feel inadequate and that would lead to thoughts of “he deserves someone better”

06/02 Add to book?

Today, I don’t feel anything and I think I feel more alive than dead inside longing to be with you.

06/05 You Haunt Me

Tired of having to always explain myself to people as though they have a say in my life. Also tired of trying to get answers from people. I guess solitude is the way to go moving forward.

06/25 The Dotonbori

And as for this playlist, well it would be the cascade of songs that I want people to listen to. Also raw-and-genuine-add-them-as-I-listen-to-and-enjoy-the-song playlist!

06/30 RDR

07/07 Picking Memojis

When picking memojis do you also “make the face” when you are trying to pick the correct expression? 🤣

07/07 My art.

Piattos.

07/08

Always together yet never fully with each other.

07/13 Three little pigs

07/14

It’s a bunch of ifs and elfses 👩🏻‍💻coding.

07/15

I wanna be in a concert where no one holds a phone.

07/20

I feel your absence like an iPhone cable in the night.

07/31

Is it a good thing to daydream while we’re dancing cheek to cheek?

08/02 Duda ko lang gyud order nis Jollibee ba haha.

2 pc chicken 2x
2 pc bst 2x
Longga 2x
Corned b 2x
Burger 2x

P.S. Bst is definitely the great Burger STeak!

08/08 Beach Huts 🛖🏝

I wrote a long ass Google review for one of the nice huts I stayed at in Camotes Island and because those features were still in Beta, I LOST IT ALL. And I wrote it from the heart. Oh well. Might as well let it go.

08/11 Housewifing

Trust me when I say I really want to embark of the housewifehood joyrney. But while waiting for that circumstance to arrive, what is there to do really but bask in the beauty of waves galloping towards the shore? Tanned skin embellished with traces of sand and shells 🐚

08/12

Traveling solo is a lot of emotions in one plate. But mostly gladness.

08/14 I just saw dolphins!! Because I was not on my phone.

But because I was not on my phone, I missed to capture the moment too 😝

08/16

If you don’t go to the ocean you will never see a whale 🐋

08/16 Job Hunting

The more time you spend on a boat raises the chances of seeing dolphins 🐬

08/17 Wan buy take 1

^ that deserves its own

08/19

The tides will turn.

08/21 Dream Car

Is a pajero mini. :)

08/21

If you’re trying too hard to be somebody’s friend it means it’s not good for you.

08/23

There are so many good songs in the world. And that’s just english. What more with the rest of the other languages! The thought excites me.

08/25 AI love affair

One greatest form of love I see is through data captured by AI based on your Spotify listening habits (are the love songs about me?), the frequency of your good mornings, the countless times you’ve used our foot 🦶🏽 emoji and the notes you write when your heart longs for the touch you seek when we are apart. How often do you write about me? Us? And the love that we share.

08/26 Helmet design.

For when I own a motorcycle. But then again, I think we shouldn’t own but must only rent in islands.

08/27 The toll.

It takes so much time posting Insta Stories because I always want to curate content that’s got meat to it 🍖🥵

08/27 We broke up because..

He didn’t believe in himself and the greatness he holds within and I couldn’t wait for him to see that. She said.

08/27

Going to the mall is like hiking in the woods. I get lost a lot!

08/27

I keep wondering how it must really feel to sail the world.

08/28 🙂 oʞɐ uɐɯɐu ıʍɐqɐʞɐɯ ɐɹɐd

Press UP, UP, DOWN, DOWN, LEFT, RIGHT, LEFT, RIGHT, B, A, ENTER while on Facebook and see what happens.

08/29

We choose to notice only what we wish to see.

08/31 I could

Put my real details out there and no one would even notice. That’s what too much content in the cloud means.

09/01 Playlist #33’s ears

must be bleeding with these new additions.

09/02

What a nice life, he’s given me.

09/05 Gliding and levitating yeaboii!

🔥🫒picante!

09/07 All hell broke loose.

A love story between Bush vs. Saddam

09/12

Is it possible to love a place more when viewed via AR?

09/13 🦔

Louis Armstrong - You Go To My Head

09/13 Tilde

If you press the alphabet keys from A to Z while holding on to the Option button, you get this, also I am very lol

09/14

WHAT ARE EXAMPLES OF THIN LETTERS?

09/15 Voodoo Child

When the woman went to the mountain 🏔️ but sing it in Hendrix notes. And this all started with Little Alchemy.

09/16 Igualidad porfi

Why don’t we make Spotify and and YouTube Premium free for truck drivers? It will help ease cost of living. And it’s kind of a nice thing to do for them because that would make the long drives a little bit nicer don’t you think?

09/17

I’d like to see a case study that proves the correlation between friendship amongst drivers and winning a world championship 🏎️

09/20

I mean please, let me just say that—hmm— wow the amount of furniture that embodies boldness and edgy and eccentric.

10/03 I do not miss the ocean for I was just there📎

But I do long for it. All day and all night long 📚

10/04

Oh my god I am such an ignorant there is so much more than all the English songs! Spanish cancion will make a run for your money!

10/05

I sometimes wonder about everything.

10/05

Spotify UI now is just like winamp skins.

10/08 People have lives.

And it’s beautiful to look at.

10/11 Me to bbd: I’m finally good at something!

Musicals.

10/17 Nuff.

I’m actually telling the truth when I say that I feel like I’ve seen enough in this life, and that I should not aim for more. I made it.

10/19 WOW 🦸🏻‍♀️

Becky Hammon is the real women empowerment activist.

10/24 What could it be this time? 🤭

15, 46, fanta

10/27 Rizal.

How many kids these days have national heroes as their idols?

11/01 #FRIENDS #matthewperry

Those who took their own lives out of loneliness must have given up on the idea of getting what will make them absolutely happy.

11/01 Gaza.

So many terrible things happening in the world and only one heart to keep it together.

11/01 THE DUDETTES

I understand now why Donny wanted his ashes scattered in the ocean, so that when THE DUDE and Walter wishes to be with him in spirit, they can just go the beach. #BigLebowski

The jungle sounds like a nice resting place tambien.

11/01 How To Leave (politely)

I’m going to turn off comments! Because I got plenty of information! Thank you all! Even the answers filled with sass! Makes my day!

11/08

I think now I’m just looking for the next big thing I’m going to do.

11/08 Train rides.

So two things I binge on frustrate me: wordle and now chess! 😩

11/13 LOST, otra vez

I honestly don’t what the fuck know what I’m supposed to do with life now that I’m not being pressured to get a job. He told me I really don’t have to, but I have this urge that I NEED to. Why do I feel that way though?

11/15

Constantly in pursuit of.

11/15

Wow this song!

11/15

Shadows play an important role in emphasis.

11/16

Traveling has become a shot of adrenaline. Constantly in need of getting renewed.

11/16 Having

(I spaced out)

💭

11/16 ☂️

Payong but payong panahon.

11/17

Why do I live as though I am anticipating blindness? The need to capture every moment to serve as a memory for when one can no longer see.

Example:

Sheena: how does it look like? Biboy: Remember the seats 🛋️ at the social club? Just change the sofa color to yellow.

11/20 I like Marcie!

11/20 Miss Universe is a sport.

I mean, the discipline they go through for their fitness, including the sleepless nights to go on tours internationally and do guestings and do your own make up and wardrobe sometimes. It’s actually quite exhausting.

11/20

I think I just need to get away, a time of my own.

11/20

Burbsies in the 12°

11/26 Buynerna.

-the personal shopper-

11/26 Sebastian.

Asked how I’m handling the cold weather. And here’s the answer:

Mi tropical skin is still trying to get used to it, half of my clothes are of no use (yes I’m also looking at you 🧏🏻‍♀️ flip flops 🩴), my favorite waterproof jacket doesn’t really give warmth, and my layering game doesn’t seem to work. 🤷🏻‍♀️

The other hurdle in my life lol is that I hate shopping 🛍️ for clothes because I like it more to receive hand me downs from friends and aunties (everything I’m wearing in this photo from head to toe).

Top and pants are from Yosephin. Socks from Karis. Boots 🥾 from cousin Mabel.

But my Spanish neighbors aren’t handing me used stuff yet🤣 so I’m stuck with the “sea lo que sea.”